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I am back and I will try to do better with my updates


It's been a long time since I have been on this site but I am trying to be more helpful so I  will be on this site alot more. I have 40 pounds to go until I will be at my goal but I am so full of life. The realize band was one of the best decisions that I have ever made for me. I did this for me so this time it really meant alot no pressure.

I just wanted to me a better person and mother for my girls. My husband loves me know matter what so this was totally a decision I made. He is just enjoying the bonus hahaha. I am so much happier and I am loving the new me.

Yes I have come a long way and I still have a long way to go. I do love working out at the Y I hate going but once I am in the car I love being there.My new goal is to drop 40 pounds by May so I am really busting my butt.

I am not at full restriction but I am close enough. I had it before Christmas but somehow I lost it with an over fill after Christmas so they remove a full cc and when I went back she put .5 back in but I still aint were I was. The new NP said I would have to try to deal with what I have and make better food choices. Not what I want to hear I really love Judy she is the NP who has been with me through out my journey I really love her but the office is so busy now so i dont get to see her much I am really hoping to get to my goal so that I wont have to go back until spring. We shall see I am not happy right now with the office but I love Ms. Judy she is great.

Well, I am prety happy about being able to go to my very first Kick Boxing Class and really keep up and enjoy it. I love going to the Y it gives me, me time. Time for just me no matter what I am doing. I take Zumba 6 days a week RepReebox 2 times a week belly dancing once a week and now I will be taking Kick boxing once a week. I am getting in the exercise now if I could just eat right and the weight would melt off I would feel accomplished. I have had my third fill and I can get stuck eating chicken if its not moist but I have no restriction that I can tell and I can eat and eat but I won't let myself go crazy. This is a journey that I will be on for a minute. I am having major problems when my monthly come on with pain but I was told I could only take childrens motrin which is a big joke and it really pisses me off because my cramps are brutal at times. I am better now that it's off.

Well the date is Dec 2nd and I am very happy, excited and nervous too becasue I have two little girls who really need there momma. My children are the reason I know I have to do this becaue I have to get my health together to be around to run and play and live for them. I love my husband and he is such a wonderful support but my girls are my everything. I started my 14 day Atkins diet today which is okay and it will continue through Thanksgiving and my surgery date but that is fine because I am really for my new beginning. Safety is a big thing with me.