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Ok the weekend was great. My father enjoyed his day and so did my husband.
Saturday my daughters went with me to do zumba we did not walk Saturday morning.
Sunday we went to early morning church did some things with my husband and my daughter
Chelea and I went to Zumba in the evening. It's hard getting up at 5:30am  but we  have no choice
because I want us to get in shape and the morning time is less excuses.

I did it I worked out everyday this week and I feel great. My goal is to work out 6 days a week. I do work out on the weekends at the Y but I decided to take one day just in case I can't get there I wont feel bad about it. Its so hot so I have decided to walk only early mornings the evening are rough on me because its hot up until 8pm.

I just got back from my one and a half morning walk with my baby girl Chelsea. I really enjoy the
walks with her in the morning. But the evening walks are my favorite because that just me letting everything
go just for one hour and focusing on a better me. I know I have to bump up my work out because the scale is not
moving. I realized toay that no more gatorade for me just crystal light and water the sugar and sodium is
sneaking up one me. Zumba tonight and my walk alone is schedule as well I will let you guys know how I did
in the morning when I update my plan is to blog each day if possible through out this summer.

I just got in from my evening walk. It was so relaxing tonight. Chelsea and I tried to walk this morning but
the storm too powerful. I love to walk with my baby girl before our day starts.

Today my baby girl Chelsea and I took our first summer morning walk at 6am. Hopefully this is the first of many
morning walks this summer. Its easy to get up and get it out the way. With so many things coming up in the evening to
do it seems that the morning times are the most control times in a mothers daily routine so I am not only on a mission
to help myself but I want to and I will help my baby girl get fit. 

I have so much guilt for the way we have been eating as a parent we are responsible for our children in every 
way so I am taking responsibilty for her weight and I am going to do whatever I have to do to help her kick off 
the 25 pounds over that she is and keep it off and feel good while doing it. With kids you have to make things fun. 
I have already changed the way I cook at home and the foods I purchase but I do let her eat whatever she wants on the 
weekend because she is a kid and this is the summer time. I dont want her to feel like I am punishing her. Pray for us please. 

Zumba was really fun last night with Carmen. I really enjoy taking her class.
After I showered I was in bed lights out by 8pm. Someone said to me you have lost
a lot of weight and I said but not as much as I want to and the lady said you will
never see how far you have came but you have came far so I am going to start
trying to love where I am at now and they clap when I get to where I want to be. I
have about 45 pounds that I want to lose then I can say yes I made it. I use to say 38
but 45 will make me feel great.

My husband never ever mentioned the weight as a matter of fact he was like are you sure
about the surgery it was like whatever I wanted to do he would support me but when my
neighbor died due to congestional heart failure he was like baby I want you your health to be
good I dont want to lose you so then I started looking into surgery because I knew I could not
do this alone I tried to many times and failed but this time I can see the end of my road to success.

I didn't think things to get any better between us because we have a great marraige but everything
is better because I am not sitting in the house all the time when he ask if I want to go now I say yes and we
have a blast. THe kids are like Momma you are going again LOL.. The Band is giving me my life back.

I am in a positive mood this morning I am looking forward to taking ZUMBA today and doing my neighborhood walk this evening. I am trying hard to work out right everyday of the week. We shall see. I feel so good when I doing things for ME.

I have been doing great as far as the work out and the eating but my heart has been all over the place. My sister in law passed away April 23 so I have had to deal with many issues. My sister in law lived with me so she was my friend, I am trying to hit the gym atleast 5 days a week and I am only 38 pounds away from my goal weight so even thoug I feel it's moving slow I am closer than I ever been. I missed you guys everyone looks so good. I walked 3 miles today tomorrow is zumba.

I am still working towards my goal of losing 40 pound by May. I really am hoping i can wear my shorts this summer and feel good about it. I am going to Vegas in May so wathc out Vegas here I come.

I forgot to tell you guys that one of my sister in laws had to move in with us over the past week, because she is no
longer able to care for herself she has a form of stomach cancer and is with Hospice in Home services. She is a real good friend so I am doing all I can to make things pleasant for her in her days. Please pray for Rebecca Jackson.

I leave my home during the week at 5:30pm to work out and normally I get back in the house around 8pm. I have decided that I won't go back to my doctor until May I don't have anything medically going on and most of the time it's for conversation and as I you can read I don't have time for chating. I am a little upset with the way things are handled at my doctors office any way so I could really take it or leave it.

I am hoping to have pictures posted on tomorrow. I have this new thing where I am taking pictures every other sunday so we shall see.