iammelissa

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Well just a few days until I fly out for my surgery. 

I'm looking forward to positive changes but I'm so anxious and nervous about the surgery and mostly the recovery.  I need to be able to take care of my children and do what needs to be done.  

I was thinking about a list of things that I am wishing and hoping for as an outcome of the surgery.

1.To be able to not have the red grooves in my stomach because my jeans are too tight.
2. To be able to go out dancing at my favorite club.
3. To take salsa lessons.
4. To wear some clothes I have had stashed away for years because one day I might be able to fit in them again.
5. To not feel like the fat girl in the room.
6. To not feel discusted with myself everytime I look in the mirror.
7. To be a good influence on my daughters and to make all my children proud.
8. To walk up the stairs in my house without being out of breath.
9. To walk from the back of the parking lot at work without being out of breath. 
10. To not feel like the fat sister and daughter.
11. Go on vacation with my family next year and be able to fit on the rides and enjoy them with my kids.
12. Go horseback riding again.
13. To wear lingerie from Victoria Secret for my husband.
14. Weigh under 200lbs
15. Weigh less than my husband!
16. Lose 100 lbs.
17. Cross my legs
18. Have energy to run around and play with my kids at the park.
19. Be able to jump on the trampoline without worrying that I will break it.
20. Have a BMI that is in the normal healthy range.
21. Leave Lane Bryant behind. 
22. Have better sex with my husband!!!!
23. Wear tall calf boots.
24. Hike down to Snoqualmie Falls.
25. Be an inspiration to others.

I'm sure there are many more, but that's all Ican think of for now.