Well Guys I am now on day 28 and a wakeup
On Monday I will be waking p and realizeing that I only have 2 more Wakeups on Monday and then on the third wakeup on a monday morning it will be the real deal.
I am trying so hard(I am not very successful at it) to not get to excited before Monday the 21st. That is when My PCP does the final medical clearance for me to Know for certain that I am having the surgery. I will get excited the most I think if the all come back normal like the first ones did.I should hope they will be back before the 25. That will be when I am counting from ten Yike that will come so quick.
My life is really busy and I like to keep it that way.I am meeting with a old freind Monday, Seeing my Therapist(pre-oprative counseling) on Wendsday, and a appointment Thursday to discuss my will!
Friday I have a wedding! The next week I am meeting two of my freinds.The Following of course is my medical clearance for my surgery, and another appointment with my phychiatrist.
The next week is a literal blur with something to do everyday until my surgery!
I am also calming down some, my stress level is bottoming out just as it did when I was waiting for my babies to come. It isn't as if my life is normal yet!!!! But at least I can bear this better!
I think sometimes i must have been grieving my food and that was the resaon for all the tears.Perhaps as well i was greiving The old life I knew once I was approved from insurance was gone.
I have decided to write a book about my journey,perhaps someone wold be a tiny bit interested... but what is most importanat to me is it will be a healing experience for me.
end of Long Update LOL!!!