Well Guys the date i have been awaiting is finally here. Tomorrow i finally am going to call and have my sugery date. Oh My I am like yike!
I had my first good cry already and I feel caught between excitement and anxiozness. I have waited so long to get this step and I am excited but I am also filled with the full realization of the enormity of the change this is gonna bring to my life.
I know I want this thing.....
The last time I felt this way was when I was asked to marry my husband i wanted to marry him but I was a emotional basket case... I knew how major this was and how it wold irevocably,good or bad, change my life forever. In the same way I am looking at the calling of my surgery cordinator in the same way. Just like that time I was feeling all the things I felt then.
24 hors from now I should have a date all my life will change in jst 24 hours, No wonder i am a basket case LOL
well i will be here awhile tomorrow after I get my date to do an update here's crossing my fingers.
Cherrie