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Today my 21 year old told me she does not want me to be skinny and lose everything and look like im sick and anorexic , i understand her concern i really do, but i think this in a way will help her and let her know this is what happens if you do this etc..or if you dont do this etc. I love her she is my mini me..in a size 7/8!  Im in no way trying to be her size although a 10/12 would be nice enough for me..im 38 she is 21....im 221 shes 132...i have had 2 babies she has none  YET one day im sure. So i think when she gets to be my age and to the ITS All ABOUT ME stage in her life ..she will understand why im doing this..i met someone at work who had lapband lost over 100 pounds, i met someone at work who had lapband 3 years ago weighed 320 and is now 321...so i am really just waiting to see which road i will take..she may get her wish..BUT I DAMN SURE WOULD RATHER HAVE MINE!!!!!!     moma love her baby still...lol

I honestly can not believe i have a date, now everything just go as planned! Im so excited..Thank you Sheila09!

I got a date,,you guys..bout to dothe King Tut Dance at work! hehehe     git it git it!!

Still no date yet...

I was so nervous about Psych and Nutrition you guys, i didn't know whether to relax or be defensive, you guys would have thought i was about to get hooked up for a lie detector test, and know i aint do NOTHING wrong, DEGREE don't fail me now! i was sweatin and thinking lady don't ask me anything you really dont wanna know the answer to... yes i eat bad, thats why im here. Overall it was very informative on the MILLION protein shakes you can have, and will have everyday here on out!!!...Definitely a life changing experience..hmm Psych lady actually helped me relax and calm down, guess thats why they all have that special couch! LOLoverall it wasn't bad...NOW SOMEBODY CALL WITH MY DATE PLEASE!!

Tomorrow could be the start of a new beginning, Psych and Nutrition Eval..keep you posted!

As the day draws nearer for my Psych and Nutriton classes, i think of my options, and wonder am i making the right decision, maybe i should just bail and get liposuction? Then i think about my HBP and my mothers diabetes and heart problems and i say to myself will liposuction help with my weight and or my HBP and the other ailments im subject to through my family genes and health history, the answer is NO. I know deep in my heart and my 38 years of life this is what i need to be a healthier me. SO ON WITH IT I SAY!! My mind is made up and i may never have this opportunity to help myself again. I will just have to get ready for all the spectators and papparazzis at work to watch me turn into a Happy Healthy ME!

Ok so i am back to blog to let you all know, that whomever ( MEAGAN) i spoke with this morning at my surgeons office had no clue as to what she was talking about! Why she would tell me that i honestly dont know! I called The surgeon i called my insurance, i called my momas insurance i called the INVENTOR of insurance ..i had the facility that IS going to let me come over and have my procedure done call their Insurance CFO..to find out why nobody knew about this except little MEAGAN! I gave out my work number my cell number, somebody is gonna talk to me TODAY!..at 3:28 ( mind you my day ends at 3:30) Ma'am i do apologize for the confusion,nothing has changed with your insurance nor the facility accepting it! If you would please call your surgeon back and RESCHEDULE your appointment for next weeek we would really appreciate it..at this point im speechles and thinking OMG!!! 

You will not believe this, i just called to confirm my appt next month, only to be told None of the local hospitals are accepting my insurance for my particular procedure??? WTH Ok so where do i go from here?? too crazy i swear!!

Went for a follow up well woman appt...scales said 221...its climbing, i forgot all about the real reason i was there. Although i hadn't exercised a lot this week but my diet wasn't horrible either i had the fruit the yogurt water etc..this is one of my issues with my weight. I have to  eat super skimpy and feel hungry during the day or those scales won't go down..Point blank, and i dont know very many people that can go through life daily like that. I dont know any personally. Im a grazer i dont have great big meals in one sitting,dont do soda maybe once a week.I dont know.....Surgery date i can see you, here i come! AHOY THERE!!!