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hey everyone ,
 Happy Sunday !!!!
i know my thoughts  arent  suppose to wonder while your sitting in a place of worship, but the widgets and tickers came to my mind.  many of us  have 2 of them . 1 showing our loss , and 1 showing a gain .  its funny ......how much  you shed ,becomes that  number  which climbs. which is what we want it to do of course .    and  then we have  the number of our weight which  drops down down down .
and then there is the creativeness of everyones widgets and tickers on what they like/love , hobbies, interests, etc .
sooooooo i look foward in seeing  the ups and downs , and everyones creation of the whimsical widgets and tickets ;-) 

hey everyone,

today is my 32nd wedding anniversary  whewww where did the time go?   we  have been together since 1974  got married in 1978
i was  14 yrs old,  he was 18.  a cradle robber i say lol.  anywayyyyyy, we went a lil shopping,  then dinner at a resteraunt
 which made me nervous.  i ordered fresh grilled Talapia which i am allowed ,  and sides were mashed potatoes , escarolle and split pea soup .   i gazed at all the food  ,and im thinking  there is no way   lol, so i remembered the protein 1st .  i had a lil piece of the fish i loveeeeee fish . i  had 1/2 of a tbs of mashed potatoes  no escarolle  a few tbs of pea soup  and it was a done deal for me  i brought most of it home  reassuring the waitress that it was delicious but that i was full with a huge kick ass smile ;-) i didnt feel like i felt yesterday yay   so i thank the few members( my friends )for  posting  and telling me what i may  have done wrong   and what i need to do .  question on protein drinks .... ive been having 2 a day one for break and one for a snack after dinner  is that good ?  too much ? too little?   i want to make sure i get my protein in  its a lil tuff for me as i am a vegetarian . although i do get my protein from beans .
thank youuuuu  and have a terrific tonight

good morning everyone ,
i just finished weighing myself  and my body gave up 1.4 pds this week  soooooooo 17.8 in 17 days. wahooo !!!!  
today i begin soft foods ,  im def looking foward to having other things besides cream soups
have a terrific today !!!!!

hey everyone ,
today while i was at church , i was able to sit in the pew, and cross my legs and sit comfortably  yayyyyyyyyyyy 
its so amazing   just a lil bit of weight shedding of your body can do .  i dont get out of breath like i did 2 weeks ago  if im starting to feel this good now  imagine the next couple of months will do for me ??  im feeling really good  and getting compliments already  my family is great   my husband   and i were talking about how to handle some of the rude remarks i may get  and we were laughing cuz if someone would say to me ... Toni?  you look sick ... id say thank youuuuuuuuuuu  lolol  anywayyyyyy  i cant wait for wed to face that  scale 

 

By Flag Day, 
I'd be lighter! boy, could i wave my flag then .
  By Independence Day,
I'd be even lighter! that's a new declaration of thin  dependence.
by Labor Day,
I'd be even lighter! a wonderful reward for all my hard work .
By Columbus Day,
I'd be even  lighter, what a joy to discover what i can do .
By Halloween,
I'd be even lighter! i didnt think i had a ghost of a chance .
By Thanksgiving,
I'd be even lighter.! i'd have so much to be thankful for .
By Christmas,
I'd be even lighter! talk about being merry .
By New Years Day,
I'd be even lighter  perhaps at goal!  it is not just a new year , it's a new me !!!!

hey everyone,
tomorrow is my 10th day post -op  and im proberly going to take out my sutures. i was going to leave in an xtra day or 2 .   ive taken sutures out  lots of times before . but in any case i would like to know when does the drain hole close up?  its sooooo ewwwww   it appears  to me that it looks like its healing from the inside out .  any input  would be greatly appreciated  thank youuuuu

heyyyyyyy everyone,
 ok so  i take my daughter to the movies to see sex in the city   with a friend who have had the lap band here in the us last sept
im thinking what can i get at the movies  so she said get a slushie i said yeah?  are u sure  is it carbonated ? she said nooo its not  duh me i say ok  so i get a small   as soon as the movie was over i had to go right to the bathroom and crapola/ aka dumping    grrrrrrrrrr  i was so upset  i dont want to do anything that im not suppsoe to be doing ya know?  i want to be a model patient lol   so i come home go on this pc of mine and lo and behold it is indeed carbonated  now u guys should know that  she has lost 51 pds so far since last sept.   she drinks soda all the time  eats loads of popcorn with butter   so why in the world did i listen to her?    a lesson learned !!!!!

hey everyone,
 wahooooooo  i just weighed myself and i shedded (will not use the word lose) lol   8.8 pds alltogether since 3 days before the surgery was 16.4  yayyyyyy   i rem when id be on a date and thinking i was doing sooooo well exercising 5 days a week, writing every morsel down that i ate , counted 1250 calories a day blah blah blah  then facing the scale only to see 1 pd off or up  then id be pissy all the day long with my family members  that has all changed now  i actually feel that this wls is going to work   have a terrific today , i know i am  im going to see sex in city 2 wiht my best friend and daughter Rosanne and a friend   !!!!

heyyyyyy everyone,
 today  i had  a few family members over for my daughters 29th bday
i made chicken cutlet parm with spagatti on the side  and i baked a cake .
it was weird that i wasnt able to eat with everyone.  i wasnt hungry , just weird.  maybe even a tad bit sad .
 i sipped on  1/2 cup cream of brocolli soup  yummmmmmm  anywayyyyy tomorrow will be one week since my surgery
i just cant believe how good i feel. im already sleeping on my side again  with no problems .  all my boo-boo's  are doing ok they are starting to get itchy so i know they are healing  the drain hole is still oozing something lol  but im continuing to  spray the stuff that was givin to me and keep it covered . tomorrow i am going to get on the one thing that makes me cry and that is the SCALE  im excited  and eager to see if i lost since the surgery  soooooooo wish me luck dammit  i hate it that im so hung up with numbers

hey everyone  ,
 whats up with the taste of the antibiotics?  omgggg they r grossssss ,  super duper grossssss .
ewwwww, yuck , horrible.  i asked my whole family to just put their tongue on it and they wouldnt  cuz they think i am dramatic  i wanted them to see how bad they really are 
and i have till saturday to finish  god help me !!!!  other than that  i am doing great  was high all day  i took 2 pain meds last night   and threw me for a loop  whewww !!!!   i sneezed today  yikesssssss it hurt