Hang in there Ms. Chrissy, God won't put anymore on you than you can handle at once, It will be alright, but I know how you feel cause I would feel the same way if it happened to me, I do know how it feels to get denied surgery, because it happened to me, but faith changes all things and I am now 110lbs. down and 51/2 months post-op. Your time is coming, stay strong. Tracy.