yella_python
Weigh In
Jun 29, 2009
Hello today is weigh in and since last Tuesday I have lost 2lbs.
CW 234
Its slow and I'm patient. It's better than what I was doing before not loosing none at all
I also was able to boost my walking speed to 3 on the treadmill which = happiness for me
I figured if my legs would be longer I could boost that speed up faster and be able to keep up 
otherwise I have to run lol which I'm doing here and there but not often enough.Post again next Tuesday
Feeling better today
Jun 17, 2009
I'm feeling better today I think I was having a pity party and just needing to get those negative emotions out of me. Okay I got my grind on this morning which has been for the last 2 weeks walking and weight lifting. I'm starting to run in spurts 1 minute here 2 minutes there. I'm thinking of bumping it up a notch and start working out at lunch too now I just work out before work.
Needing a hand book
Jun 16, 2009
I wasn't going to blog but I thought this could actually help to get all my feelings out and I have a whole lot to get out.Looking through different profiles I ran across one stating when having WLS a hand book is not given along with this wonderful tool. I am a person who needs directions to follow. I read directions and follow instructions very well. I just feel so lost and a failure already. I look at all the wonderful people who had the same surgery I had and lost 50+lbs during their first month. In 4 days I will be at my 2 month anniversary and I have only lost 30lbs. Is it my destiny to be overweight? I have my next check-up in July and my doctor assured me by then I would have lost another 50lbs which would be combined at 70lbs. How will I ever meet that goal? I have yet to fail anyone and afraid of doing so now. I just feel like breaking down and crying if I don't meet that goal. I'm getting depressed just thinking about it.
