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my friends......... all of the hotties <3 <3
Aug 14, 2008
after sometime to chill out you might see me again, until then please enjoy your gift and your new journey.. always thank you so much for your support and love...maura
well got the dreaded news today!
Aug 12, 2008
well got the news today! well the wls doctor called...i got my news.. NO, NADA, NEVER! surgery would kill me! grr not what this girl wanted to hear. but to be honest with myself i knew i wasnt a very good canadate. but i am a dreamer. i always believe in the imposible. thats just me! well now i know i am getting sicker i wish it wasnt true but it is.. maybe someday they can stop this awful virus. 
until then i will pray for a cure or at least something to slow it down! for someone who had so much in life and just wanted to live a good long one, i am lost for words, how can i be happy and be so scared and not keep thinking poor maureen.why me! so when people ask me, why so sad this is why.. but its not going to break me!! i will live like its my last day.. wake up smiling at the sun rise and at night wish on the stars because this my life--> not a dress rehearsal.one beautiful life to live .. mine!! its all i have..love to all my friends and thank you for being there.. maura aka---> maureen
today is a big day!
Aug 06, 2008
well it's 12:25 am and i am having this endocopy today! i have to tell ya i am scared to death of the results.. well if there bad wls is out! one thing i did was meet some beautiful people in this place.. my life has been like a roller coaster.. but i am still hanging in on.. i love you guys and thank you for always being there just a click away..
so off to bed! night all and sweet dreams...
friday 8/1/08
Aug 01, 2008
well i have been in a funk lately.. don't know why!! the only thing i can think of is getting the surgery..
i am hoping the doctors will let me!
if not i wish they would say one way or another...
hate when i am like this grrr i need a hug!
until then i'll just hang in there
and chill
what i did today! grrrr
Jul 20, 2008
well lets see took the jetboat to the lake and my $400 sunglasses are at the bottom of the lake! grrr now my sun glasses are there with my cell phone! i hope there together... lucky fishes 
but i am still smiling without sun glasses!
but i am still smiling without sun glasses!
grr
Jul 19, 2008
boo
happy birthday maureen
Jul 10, 2008
today is my birthday woohoo... never thought id get this far.. lol life is good!! well had dr's appt at 10:45 and blood work after that.. so tired of blood work.. couple of friends called to wish me happy birthday..
it was nice
got some e-mails cards.. my girlfriend called from ct, wants to moveout west, so i decided to surprise her with a plane ticket for her birthday 7/31 maybe she will help me with the house until i get better.. so she will be a big help!!
maybe find a new guy out here there's lots..7/25 is comming fast hope i liike the wls doctor in the mean time exercize and watch my weight.. i lost 6lbs so far mostlikely stress but its 6lbs yaah
oh yeah one more time happy birthday me!!
