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Tina D. 24 years, 3 months ago

12 more multi vitamins to take before my surgery....I have been blaming my stress and anxiety on everything but this surgery.<br><br>I swore I wouldnt be nervous because I wanted this so bad. But now my mind is racing. I can honestly say I am not afraid....but still my heart is racing away on me. Cant imagine what it will be like the day before. <br><br>I feel I must share something with you guys. Both of which I have only told one other person in the world, and she is from this site..........here it goes, get the straight jacket out....#1The thing that keeps going through my head is where am I going to haunt? How horrid is that. I keep thinking my husband will move out of this house and my soul will be stuck in this dump. I know morbid eh? #2 I refil the bottum of my pill stack each day. I am on a vitamin and antibiodics for stomach bacteria. Well today when I realized the bottum of the stack was post op holders I freaked. Couldnt breathe. I know I have lost it now!!!! With my luck I will have a heart attack on the way to the hospital for the surgery or get in a accident on the way. STop mind stop stop. How do I make my mind stop and please do not tell me to drink tea or take a bath......speaking of baths, whats up with that. People tell me to take a bath and all I can think is you mean sit in the tub? When I get in the tub seems more of me is out then in and whats up with that suction sound your rear and hips make when trying to leave the tub. The only thing I can use the tub for at this point is water my toes!!!<br><br>Guess I have vented enough now....surgery is on the 21st......Maybe when its all over I will dye my hair blonde so I can look like the hotties mamafox and Cindy jr :) Such pretty hair they have :)

Julie M. 24 years, 3 months ago

Just to let everyone know I will be Tina's angel. I thank her for being mine. She will have her surgery on the 21st and me and my family will have her in are prayers.

Tracy T. 24 years, 3 months ago

Tina-Just wanted to stop by and wish you an uneventful crossing over to the lighter side. May the days pass quickly and your recovery be speedy as well. Tracy

CHERYL S. 24 years, 3 months ago

HELLO TINA! I JUST WANTED TO STOP BY AND WISH YOU ALL THE BEST ON YOUR UPCOMING JOURNEY!You will be in my thoughts and prayers in the coming days! God Bless!! **Bigmamafox**

Sherry P. 24 years, 3 months ago

Tina, Good luck on your upcoming surgery! May God bless you and your surgeon!!!!

Melinda D. 24 years, 3 months ago

Tina, Congrats on your upcoming surgery. I wish you a speedy recovery!

hessie28 24 years, 3 months ago

Hi Tina, Good luck with your upcoming surgery. I'm scheduled for January 22nd. Time is flying by. Best wishes for a speedy recovery.

AJC750 24 years, 3 months ago

Best wishes go to you Tina as your surgery day approaches. Everything will go just great I'm sure.

blee01 24 years, 3 months ago

Tina - wishing you all the best for an uneventful surgery and a rapid recovery!! This is such a turning point!! Think positive. Focus on everything you can do for yourself to prepare for healing, healing, healing. Before you know it, you will be on the "losing" side of this thing!! Congratulations! Congratulations! Congratulations! All the best, Bobbi Lee

Laurie L. 24 years, 3 months ago

Congratulations!! Your day is almost here. I know you will do just great. The last few days of waiting are the hardest, so hang in there. :) Laurie