stephanier

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Today I weighed in at 135, only 10 more pounds until goal!!!!

Today I weighed in at 136.6.  I am still trying to get to my goal of 125 before my 18 months.  I want to be at goal by May 2007, when I will see Dr. Wheeler again.  I told him that I would be there.  He said that my surgery has already done what it should have done and that I have done really well.  Somehow that is just not enough, I need to be at 125 to feel like I have accomplished what I set out to do.  I know that sounds obsessive, but I have been trying my whole life to lose weight and have failed each time.  I really want this time to be a lot different.  I am going to make sure that it is and that I am successful this time.  My goal is very important to me.  I will not give up.