snyderbuck
I am who I am
May 29, 2008
I am who I am and I can't help it. I am trying to get past this whole FAT thing and just except myself. My problem is that when I see excepting myself I see young, pretty, thin. NOT wrinkling, tired looking, FAT. I am a mom of three in school dealing with life. I hope that I can get past all this excepting myself stuff and just be ok with me right now. BUT I am TRYING!!!! I will tell my therpist that. I am trying to write and and clear this nutty head of mine. I do hope that one day I will like myself for what I stand for and my walk in life instead of what size i wear and what outfit I have on. DAMN FASHION MAGS!!!! I need to turn the TV off and just excirse all day. Well I BLOGGED my heart out all that I can share and I will get back with ya soon!!!!
It is so hard to wait
May 21, 2008
I am just sitting here thinking of all the pain and strugle it was for me when I went through the surgery in 2002 now I am older and have had two more children I am just wondering how I will cope with this surgery. It scares because I just do not want to tempt fate. But I know everthing is in Gods hands. I just want to feel good again and enjoy my life activly not from the sidelines. Just pray for me that I get a peace about the whole thing.
