This is my story.  I had Gastric Bypass surger March 2002 I was 340lbs.  I then lost down to 198lbs.  I met my husband and got pregnant  in 2003 and had my son June 2004.  We then had a miscarriage 2004 and then I got pregnant again 2005 and gave birth May 2006.  Well I promptly had my tubes tied and then through my depression ans aniexty issues got on a scale and I was 330lbs again.  WOW I have heart palpitations, High BP and DB and stress incontience, shortness of breath due to my obeseity.  I am so embarrsssed that I let myself get to this point.  I had my hope restored two days ago when I was flipping the tv and then heard the words from the other room revision surgery.  My heart jumped and got hope again.  I feel as if I took the gift of the bypass as a joke and never thought I would be heavy again.  I did some very bad things when I was thin like partying and other things I had never experienced.  I am paying the price now.  I am excited to have a appointment with my surgeon that did my first surgery to see if he will do the revision.  I am at the beginning of my journey again.

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May 19, 2008
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