rosalie B.
I am 46 yrs old woman have two children - girl 19 boy 22 have been married for 24yrs (a couple for 30yrs) i have struggled with my weight all my life (I AM A FOOD AHOLIC) i rode horses (barrel raced) until 1992 when trying to ride my horse and take care of two toddlers was just to hard. so good bye horse hellooooo weight (290 august 25, 2010) on this date i finnally decided thats it I am having lapband surgery and i am going to be thinner at least 100lbs by by august 2011. truthfully i would like to loose that much by april 2011 but I dont think its do able. I am tired of being big and being home every weekend alone while my husband is in pa racing sprintcars. I stopped going to the races several yrs ago do to i didnt want to be the biggest woman in the pits. my daughter rode gorses for the last four yrs and i did go to the shows and barn with her, it was extremely difficult watching her ride and i wanted to so badly but could not do to my size. she has since moved on college, car boyfreind and helloooo here i sit week after week alone and depressed cuz im so fn big. well since 8/25/10 i have not had one soda or any cookies(wich both I was extremely addicted to). I have changed my whole way of eating and what i eat however i still consume to much. of course my family dosent say it but i know they are embarressed that i am their mother/wife and i am so large. my surgery date is 11/23/10. I hope with all my heart it is going to work and i can get thru the first few weeks without problems. my siter has a wonderful horse for me to ride after i have lost at least 60lbs. i dont want to hurt the horse being as large as i am. I want to go with my sister next barrell racing season end ride with all my freinds and be part of the crown again. i also want to go with my husband to the races and not be the largest woman in the pit area. i also would like to get on a plane next year in october and go to las vegas for the professional bull riding finals.
I HOPE I WILL BE ABLE TO DO THESE THINGS NEXT YEAR!!!
i am hoping to find people to talk to about this surgery and to help me when i am having a bad day so please anyone who wants to talk to me please feel free to leave me a message.
