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I can't believe it's been two months already. My mom is getting ready for her surgery with Dr. Ku (I'm jelous, I love him) 

Before my surgery I was 285 pounds, in a size 11 underwear, now I am 233 and I am wearing a size 9 underwear, this is unbelievable to me. Oh my goodness!!!!! 

Tomorrow will be 8 whole weeks. I've traded fat for saggy skin.... I can be sitting down and my boobs would be sitting on my lap.. haha. I've needed to get work on them for years now so it does not bug me too much. My clothes are so big on me, my underwear that I just got, I can't even wear. I am loving life.

I am doing wonderful, my son is not. My son is back in the hospital, 3rd time in just less than 6 months with another lung infection. Today he was doing good and he got worst as the day went on so we are going on his 3rd day here. I went home last night because I didn't think I could make it threw the night on a recliner, I explained I just had a gastric bypass and there was no way I was sleeping on that, so my mom stayed with him and I came back really early and tonight I am with him, they brought me in a hospital bed to sleep on, how nice are they. I hope he can go home today, he stayed 3 days in Febuary and 3 days in April. I don't want him to leave before he is ready but I want to go home to Emily. I seen her for an hour today and she hated me for being away so long. This hospital has so many sites blocked. This one I can get onto because it's medical related. But I believe the only other luck I had was aol.com mns.com and Tmz.com.

I am just a day past 6 weeks post op. I lost 47 pounds in 6 weeks, can you believe that. My clothes still fit except they are really big in the legs, thank God for hips.lol. I am waiting for another 20ish pounds to come off before I go out and get a new (one or two pairs) of pants.
I am so excited because I doubted myself, even after the surgery, I never thought I would come to this point and I am here and I still can't believe it, It's hard emotionally. I thought I was losing my mind, I found my self talking to my self a few times because I've had a hard 6 weeks, and a looooooooong 6 weeks, that's for sure. I am finally happy with the results. I don't see it yet, but my body feels so much better.
Tylenol has a new Adult Rapid blast Liquid Tyenol that I have been using, it works almost instantly and I am not sure if it has any sugar, but I haven't got sick on it once. It's wonderful.
I can't believe that its been 6 weeks. Holy Cow.

I am now 5 weeks post op, feels like the longest 5 weeks of my life. It's getting better, but I keep messing up, I forget to chew my food really good and than I get sick. I wish my children's father would be more supportive, right now I would like him to go away and leave me a lone. A support system is a must because he is not supportive. He brings things home that I can not have and eats them in front of me. I would like to slap him a few time. He tells me I made a mistake, everything I do is wrong, blah blah blah.

I know I had a lot of preop information, but nothing in the world could prepare for post op life, it's been hard for me and I am so happy to be sitting here to say that I did it. I am a little concerned because I haven't lost any weight in a week. I guess it's normal but its like disapointment on my part, am I not doing something right? I've been more active this past week.

I have a urinary track infection and it hurts like a son of a gun. I haven't been able to get to the doctors yet but tomorrow I will be there when they open the door, it hurts that much,I think I had it0 for almost 4 weeks, It just started to hurt. I know that I got it from the hospital because it was burning while my catheter (spelling?) was in.




Things with my boyfriend and I are going better, I thought it was over, I was scared. But I was hiding a lot from him, like lots of money, I just didn't trust him and I have no back up plans for me and the kids if he were to kick me out (even though this is just as much my house as it is his, but I would not keep my kids in a bad situation) One week before Christmas, I saw a forty dollar charge to Match.com on his credit card and I found his ad, he wrote it, I know he did. And he swears that it wasn't him, and I don't believe him nor do I trust him. So I started saving money, hiding it whatever I could. I have no regrets. I see now that he now has trust issues with me but I can not forgive him for trying to cheat on me. Not right now.


The whole time I was in the hospital, for 4 days, he didn't come to visit me at all. His sister was in the hospital for 17 days, I don't know why, I know they thought she had T.P and she tried to hint around why he didn't go see her and I said "Don't feel bad, he didn't come see me either" and she said "I'm his sister, we're blood, he should have come seen me" I begged him to go see her and he said he didn't give a crap, he even said so out of his own mouth so for her to talk to me like that was uncalled for, I was with him for 5 1/2 years, I am so tired of everyone thinking I am nothing to him, I have a feeling that he sets the tone for how they treat me. I picked up my daughter and walked out. He says that she was joking, I beg to differ.

I am really screwing up, I keep getting sick and I am trying to follow what I should be doing but I have noooo freaking clue.

My two week post op weight is 254, thats a weight loss of 31 pounds, I'll take it,