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well im two weeks out today i had some problems with shortness of breath but so far it has been ok. yesterday i did a very bad thing and ate olives which im not supposed to im supposed to eat meat chesse eggs protein only well i thoguht i needed to have those olives my stomach hurt so bad i didnt want to eat dinner. i never want to eat dinner anyway lol.... today i started my vitamens i feel ok but they hurt my pouch a little i felt kinda bad i took them with tea and those calcium citrate yuckkkkkkkkk! im really tired and in a bad mood my hubby makes it worse cause he comes home in a bad mood some days i just want to say everyone shut up and pretend to be happy including myself lol. im getting frustrated with my doctors office cause they are only now sending my disability paperwork out ummmmm hello i have a ton of bills lol and i dont think they are gonna wait but  lets just see i know everything will work out.

when i was home from the hospital i went into a very deep depression i lost it and started crying bad!i was so sad i couldnt eat i was in pain i just wanted a reversal! and now! i felt like crap my husband reassured me and said everything would be ok you know sometimes i hate that  guy but at the same time i cant stop loving him. imm always giving him a hard time i feel bad but he gives me one too well i will blog later

i cant say im nervous im not scared yet..... i went to my dr and PA TOLD ME I HAVE TO LOOSE 10 POUNDS IN A WEEK I DONT THINK I CAN DO IT I HAVE BEEN TRYING I DID EAT CHEETOS YESTERDAY I HOPE I CAN DO THIS I KNOW I CAN I HAVE TO REALLY PUSH MYSELF

my surgery date is jan 8 2009 im excited

of me and then my husbands insurance changes thank the lord above i have another insurance company i hurried and changed my pcp to the doctor who first gave me the ok to see dr krahn. i hope it works