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first 4 booked!
Jul 01, 2010
This is a couple days late, as I keep forgetting I can keep track of everything here :P
My first four appointments have been made in Windsor .. so now my ball is really rolling and I am so excited and so scared all rolled into the big ball that is me..LOL
I am excited because this means I am closer to the new me and my new life but like many I am scared they will say no for one reason or another.
I've already begun to prepare for it all and I am doing so good and I am really proud of myself.
I've cut back on food, taken out my regular intake of chocolate and pop...I am eating more fruits and veggies as well as more often...I had a really bad habit of forgetting to eat...not anymore! :D
I've started drinking more water but still not up to where I should be ... haven't been able to cut gum out yet either .. I think that's going to be a hard one..lol
Everyone around me is so proud of what I am doing and how I am sticking with it and it makes me more determined and I keep pushing ahead...I know it's hard but I keep going cause I know that in the end it's going to be so amazing.
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My first four appointments have been made in Windsor .. so now my ball is really rolling and I am so excited and so scared all rolled into the big ball that is me..LOL
I am excited because this means I am closer to the new me and my new life but like many I am scared they will say no for one reason or another.
I've already begun to prepare for it all and I am doing so good and I am really proud of myself.
I've cut back on food, taken out my regular intake of chocolate and pop...I am eating more fruits and veggies as well as more often...I had a really bad habit of forgetting to eat...not anymore! :D
I've started drinking more water but still not up to where I should be ... haven't been able to cut gum out yet either .. I think that's going to be a hard one..lol
Everyone around me is so proud of what I am doing and how I am sticking with it and it makes me more determined and I keep pushing ahead...I know it's hard but I keep going cause I know that in the end it's going to be so amazing.
2 days til the journey starts
Jun 07, 2010
2 more days til I have my first step in my journey to a new, better, healthy life.
I have my orientation in Windsor and I am excited that things have finally begun to move forward...it kinda felt for awhile like things were at a stand still.
My good friend Tara will be coming with me, She says to make sure I obsorbe it all..lol
She thinks I should not go through with this, but supports my decision to go for it anyway.
People seemed to think that I just woke up one day and said "HA I got it, I'll have surgery to lose weight" that's not it at all.
I've struggled with my weight for over 20 years and have tried many different ways to lose and keep it off.
I did not come to this decision lightly and have continued to research everything about what's going to happen.
I can't really explain the feeling I am having today as I write this, It's almost like a sense of calm, Like I am slowing becoming at peace with myself and to be honest it's a really good feeling.
I'm going to start video blogging as my journey moves forward, I think it will be interesting even for me to be able to look back and see the difference.
Take Care All!
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I have my orientation in Windsor and I am excited that things have finally begun to move forward...it kinda felt for awhile like things were at a stand still.
My good friend Tara will be coming with me, She says to make sure I obsorbe it all..lol
She thinks I should not go through with this, but supports my decision to go for it anyway.
People seemed to think that I just woke up one day and said "HA I got it, I'll have surgery to lose weight" that's not it at all.
I've struggled with my weight for over 20 years and have tried many different ways to lose and keep it off.
I did not come to this decision lightly and have continued to research everything about what's going to happen.
I can't really explain the feeling I am having today as I write this, It's almost like a sense of calm, Like I am slowing becoming at peace with myself and to be honest it's a really good feeling.
I'm going to start video blogging as my journey moves forward, I think it will be interesting even for me to be able to look back and see the difference.
Take Care All!
Feeling Like Crap
Apr 25, 2010
I just don't know how to cope, I am reading all these amazing stories and seeing all these awesome photos and thinking to myself...Did I make the right decision to move forward with this?
Today I felt like a complete and utter pig, It's one of those days that when I feel so hungry no amount of food can statisfy my need to eat.
But then there are those days where I can't be bothered to eat a whole lot and go and only eat once a day.
Now I know this is extremely bad for me and it's something I will be working on with my therapist in the up coming weeks.
But it's also a habit formed at a very early age.
Then there are days where my fibro kicks in and there is no way on god green earth I am getting up and standing to cook anything.
Does anyone have any adivce on how to curb an appitite or how to stop cravings for crap food such as chocolate?
Right now I am just feeling like crap and when I feel like this I think I am nothing more then a pig who eats to much, even though I eat better now then I did 3 years ago .. a LOT better .. But I still have days like today. :(
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Today I felt like a complete and utter pig, It's one of those days that when I feel so hungry no amount of food can statisfy my need to eat.
But then there are those days where I can't be bothered to eat a whole lot and go and only eat once a day.
Now I know this is extremely bad for me and it's something I will be working on with my therapist in the up coming weeks.
But it's also a habit formed at a very early age.
Then there are days where my fibro kicks in and there is no way on god green earth I am getting up and standing to cook anything.
Does anyone have any adivce on how to curb an appitite or how to stop cravings for crap food such as chocolate?
Right now I am just feeling like crap and when I feel like this I think I am nothing more then a pig who eats to much, even though I eat better now then I did 3 years ago .. a LOT better .. But I still have days like today. :(
open the door come in..
Dec 23, 2009
I have a Wilson Phillips song in my head and that's where I got the title 
I am new to the site and I am still learning the ropes and how to find things..lol
I am trying to learn as much as I can so that I can get and have the best results, I am scared and nervous as well as happy and excited all at the same time.
Scared because you just never know what may lay ahead but excited because I have finally started to wake up and really started to look out for me.
It's not an easy hole to climb out from but from what I have seen so far it's one that's definitely worth climbing.
I like to blog, even have my own site for that..lol I just to write as often as I can as I find it really helps me to stay focused and on track, so you may very well here plenty more from me.
I am always looking to make new friends, I don't think I have enough actually ;) so please feel free to add me as friend or drop me a note and I will gladly get back to you.
Thanks for taking the time to check out my page
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I am new to the site and I am still learning the ropes and how to find things..lol
I am trying to learn as much as I can so that I can get and have the best results, I am scared and nervous as well as happy and excited all at the same time.
Scared because you just never know what may lay ahead but excited because I have finally started to wake up and really started to look out for me.
It's not an easy hole to climb out from but from what I have seen so far it's one that's definitely worth climbing.
I like to blog, even have my own site for that..lol I just to write as often as I can as I find it really helps me to stay focused and on track, so you may very well here plenty more from me.
I am always looking to make new friends, I don't think I have enough actually ;) so please feel free to add me as friend or drop me a note and I will gladly get back to you.
Thanks for taking the time to check out my page
