Kerriberri

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It has been about a year now. Things have gone so well in the past year. I have gone from a 22 to a 4. Suddenly, though, I feel a bit apprehensive. I feel like I am now on my own. I feel like food is now more of an obsession than it was before. Not that I am thinking about what I am going to eat next, or planning an errand run around lunch time and the nearest McD's, but just the planning. So that I don't make a bad decision. Not that I make good decisions all of the time. I have good days and bad. But all of the concerns are always there floating around in my head. What if I stretch my stomach out? Is that too many carbs? Did I take my vitamins? Some days I feel like all I do is eat. I only eat small amounts. But then I am hungry again in a few hours. It is scary...