10-19-2007 disgusted and disheartened, but ready to get my head back in the game. I stepped on the scales today for the first time in a while, only to learn that I have gained 45lbs back! I knew I was slacking, but never realized just how bad it was. On Thanksgiving morning of 2003, I weighed in at 199. A 110 lbs loss! I was thrilled. Now I've gained 45 of that back in 4 years. Time to get off my butt, and start reading my information again, and start relying on you guys once again for some support and encouragement. I said I would never return back to that same person, and I'm half way there! Not good!