Hi everyone. I am home. I wanted to say thank you so much to evryone for their kind thoughts, words, cards & flowers and a special big thank you to my 3 angels Tracey, Joanna & Deanna. Well, I had the surgery on Tuesday...I don't remeber too much. I slept for only 10 minutes at a time that night and kept thinking "WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MYSELF?????". The initials RNY kept ringing in my head. I asked for a sedative and they wrote a standing order for ativan which I could have every 12 hours if I asked for it...and I did. Wednesday mu hubby brought my boys to see me and aI sent them home...I felt so awful I didnt want them to see me like that. Thursday night I finally got a good nights sleep and felt much better. I kept thinking of all the posts I had read about how some people seem to breeze through it and others have a rough time. I had the "poor me's" something awful for the first 2 days, and boy was I SORE, but believe me when I tell you with every day that passes I feel better and greatful for my decision. Would I do it again? If I lose the weight, then it will have been woth it and I would say yes! Only time will tell. For all you pre-ops, my best advise is one day at a time! Love to all, I am off to nap in MY OWN BED.