hellbomb
hi everybody...my name is amy, and i'm currently in my 3rd month of lifestyle classes. my appt. with dr. hamad is this tuesday, june 24th. i'm incredibly nervous about it...i keep thinking that this is too easy, that the rug is going to be pulled out from underneath me with my insurance...i don't know what i would do if that happened. i feel like this is my last resort. i've been overweight since 4th grade. i've been made fun of for so many years by random strangers, it's ridiculous. and the sad thing is, i'm not that huge...i'm actually right on the cusp of the 40.0 bmi scale. i've done the typical starving myself half to death, going to the gym for 3 hours a day, and at one point, actually got down to almost 150. it's amazing how different people treat you when you're thinner...i think that's why this hurts me so much, since i've seen both sides. i don't understand why making fun of fat people seems to be the last accepted prejudice...
