cst0224
Moving right along....
Sep 26, 2010
I am still working on 30/90 with the drinking.
have not bought a bag of sugar in 1 month, i have not fallen out yet (pheeew).
Im getting in all my water.
I'm still working on stopping when I am 80% full.
I am getting in alot of walking.
Sooo all in all i think im moving along pretty well, what do you all think?
Six months is not that long.....is it?
Sep 04, 2010
OK sooo I went for my first surgical appointment on 8/25. It was not as bad as I had imagined it to be, he said I need to lose at least 20lbs (cuz he cant feel my ribs) funny I cannot feel them either 
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Their program has a six month nutrition training that has to be completed before surgery will be scheduled before I left the office on the 25th I had my first visit with the nutritionist, that was not so bad either.... I actually have 2 of my 6 trainings out of the way soooo in about Dec I should be getting a date posted...But first things first, 
I am slightly addicted to sugar...... I LIED ITS MY CRACK!!!
I LOVE SUGAR! brown, white, powered, almost anyway it comes in a cake cookie or drink I'm for it.
I am slowly trying to remove it from my diet, this week I gave up sweet tea 
, and when I went food shopping I didnt buy any nor did I buy cookies or baking mixes.
I'm not the fakie stuff, maybe because I have not given it a chance.
For now I'm just going slow with kicking it, im gonna try going without and then I will slowly try the sugar free options out there.
If any one has suggestions yell'em at me.
for now wish me luck/pray for me as I am learning how to eat right and train my mind in the wls way...in next six months.
weeks have passed
Jul 16, 2010
I am ready to to what is required to get the ball rolling faster!!!
will I have a butt
May 25, 2010
Is there anyone out there that can give me a clue?
I aint so worried about boobs cuz thats on my fix it list already.
but I dont wanna pay for a bump if I already have plenty of it to begin lol!
I choose life
May 24, 2010
I always thought I would finally be able to take control of my life and lose the weight the "healthy" or "natural" way or the good way as one of my girlfriends always says... because after wls we would look at the people that had it and say they look sick or bad. I think it was just envy kickin our fat butts. LOL
WHAT A JOKE!!
I stopped talking about those people because deep down I want to be one of them.
I want to be the one that everyone says looks nice, not just my clothes look nice
I people to know that I really am smart and I can do more that cook a good meal.
I want to do what is best for my family by doing what is best for me.
I have let go of all the fears of people wondering about what happened
to me and or if i am sick, I have a whole new set of worries and it aint about what they have to say.
>>>>>> PLUS I already have an answer for them I will just tell them YEAH I AM SICK I AM SICK OF CARRYING AROUND 2 ADULTS AND A TODDLER JUST SICK TO LIFE OF BEING FAT.
I am doing this because I choose life.
Im at the begining AGAIN!
May 19, 2010
Last year I started working a new job, but before I began working I was in the process of learning anout wls. I went to an information session, filled out the paper work and talked to the appointment nurse but she told me that since my insurance was going to change that i would have to go by cigna requiremenrs and do 6 months of documented weightloss attempts. Long story short I didnt want to go back to the dr that many times my co-pay is 30 bucks and I was out of work for a year I needed to save money and pay bills BAD!
So now I have moved to a new state and am checking things out I have BC/BS and I think they dont do the 6 months thingie, but anyway I go to another information session on May 27th. I am getting excited because I am ready for a change.
