cst0224
Hello all, I am a woman a fat woman who is just tired!!! Tired of the titles tired of the way I feel and tired of beating myself up because of the way I look and feel.
I was a chubby child, you know the kind that old ladies would pinch on the cheeks and then hurry to find a cookie for. (guess I looked like i was gonna die of hunger) lol. I was a chuncky teen, it never stopped me from being with my friends we always had fun together, a phat young lady I had to realise that some men do like what they see and to embraced my "thickness" ! But honey now I am just a BIG OLE FAT LADY!! And I hate it! hate it! hate it!! Like I said I am tired of the weight, I am starting to hurt when I walk I can now hear myself breathing really hard when I walk, I dont play with my kids it just seems like all I do is think about my size and how uncomfortable I am in my skin.
I have two wonderful children that I pour lots of love into and now is time for me to love me enough to be a happy and active part of my family.