andreamedina

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a day i will never forget. the surgery was a bit of a strain on my body. my blood sugars went thru the roof  and i was bleeding. i stayed the night . i felt great, i had no pain. i slept well and ate well, no problem. of course, liquids only. i didn't feel sick, nothing bothered me. i still feel very good and i'm looking forward to c how much weight i lost. i do not own a scale. life is good.

yesterday i had to go c my fam. phys. i got a nasty cold from my great grandson. my wt. is 298lbs. i have gained over 2lbs a mos. at this rate i will explode in sept.. i am happy for tomorrow i will go to c my team for the first time. very exciting for me. i now feel that i'm doing something positive and proactive to save my life. now it feels like it will take forever, but i know patience is a virtue. and once i meet my dr all will be good. i don't expect mircles and i will work hard to forefill my goal. i am trying not to put the cart before the horse, u know, wanting to go shopping for prettty clothes in small sizes, buying high heels, i love shoes. i like the feeling i have now. my depression is so profound. i am deep in the ditch of  self lothing and no self confidence. i am way over do for a positive stage in my life. i'm excited and scared at the same time. i am telling everyone. happy happy. i must admit, and please don't let this get around but i'm a bit proud of myself.