OH MY GOD!!! I can hardly believe it. I have only 3 weeks from tomorrow til my surgery, I start my liquid diet next thursday. I just need to get everything ready to take to the hospital and everything that i will need when i get home. well when I get to my moms house cause she insists that I stay with her at least for a few days after the surgery. I go for my pre ops at the hospital next friday, this is really hapening... it is so hard to believe after waiting so long that it is finally gonna happen.. I have been thinking alot lately about after the surgery how things are gonna be, and i just cannot picture myself not being overweight.. i dont think that thre has ever been a time that I have not been overweight, well maybe kindergarten but that is about it.. My daughter is starting to get a lil nervous too, she keeps wanting to sleep in my rom instead of hers, and she said that since they are out of school the day of my surgery and the day after that she is gonna stay with me in the hospital and take care of me.. I am so lucky to have her she is such a good girl, dont get me wrong she is 11 and she does have that preteen mouth, you know the one that you want to smack sometimes.. but she is a good girl, she helps me out a lot, Im sure she cant wait til after the surgery and I start losing the weight so she wont have to help out soo much.... I still worry about something going wrong during surgery, what will happen to my baby girl, but I have written a will to take care of that, And I have just put it al in Gods hands, I know that he has a plan and if it is in his plan that I need to come home with him, I will no matter when or where I am.I have faith that he got me this far, everything will be all right...
well I guess i have babbled enough, Everyone have a wonderful and blessed day. And to all of you losers I am so proud of you all, and to all that are still waiting... keep your head high your day is coming!!
Amber