Alex, you hang in there. The C-Pap machine will make a world of difference to you. I have several family members who use one, I wasn't bad enough to need the machine but did have the sleep apnea, since the weight loss I don't have the problem at all anymore. With that machine, your recovery will be much easier on you as you will be getting all the oxygen your body needs and getting the sleep you will need to heal. Let us know when they big day is, you know your are in our prayers and thoughts. Even if I have to kind of lean over and type right now due to a circle of stitches!!! HAHA. I will keep up with you!