Karen, hang in there and just be thankful they found the leak and didn't have to open you back up a few days from now. You will be extra sore due to the length of your surgery and all the rearanging of things while they worked. I promise you, your feelings of doubt are perfectly normal. The next 4-6 weeks will be the hardest while you get use to the new you and the scar heals. Just remember each day gets better. good luck and hang in there.