Jenny Girl
April 02, 2007
Apr 02, 2007
It sure has been a long time since I have posted. I wish I would have kept up with it more but I think as time goes by and all of the sh** life throws at us we kind of get side tracked and don't find those few moments just to write down our thoughts. I am now just over 14 months out and I am at 137 pounds. I would like to lose another 10 pounds because I am sooooooooo scared of gainning weight back and I keep hearing that you do gain some back after the "honeymoon period." It is my biggest fear!!!!!
I am now thinking about having plastics done. I am just thinking about having a boob job. I would love to have some other things fixed but I know that will never happen!
I am still struggling with food! It is still a problem for me! I can't stop from graizing! I get so pissed at myself! I wish food wasn't such an issue for me! Well, I hope to find time sooner to update but we'll see! Until next time......I better have not gainned anything!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am now thinking about having plastics done. I am just thinking about having a boob job. I would love to have some other things fixed but I know that will never happen!
I am still struggling with food! It is still a problem for me! I can't stop from graizing! I get so pissed at myself! I wish food wasn't such an issue for me! Well, I hope to find time sooner to update but we'll see! Until next time......I better have not gainned anything!!!!!!!!!!!!
December 18,2006
Dec 18, 2006
Well, alot sure has happened since my last real update. I had a HUGE wow moment......I finally became "normal" on the BMI chart, I was soooooooo happy about that. I always said that I just want to be a normal weight! Another nice moment I had was when my husband and I went to his work Christmas party for the first time and we really had a good time. I was actually comfortable with myself, that is a big deal for me to feel that!
I am still always worried about my weight and gainning weight. I think weight gain will always be my biggest fear. I just pray that I don't ever gain my weight back. I really don't think that I could stand to live that way again! There are other things that I know that I wanted to mention but I am drawing a blank right now so it's gonna have to be in another post because I don't have alot of time right now. Thats it for now............
I am still always worried about my weight and gainning weight. I think weight gain will always be my biggest fear. I just pray that I don't ever gain my weight back. I really don't think that I could stand to live that way again! There are other things that I know that I wanted to mention but I am drawing a blank right now so it's gonna have to be in another post because I don't have alot of time right now. Thats it for now............
December 8, 2006
Dec 08, 2006
Gosh.........it sure has been a while since I updated my profile. I haven't been able to because of the changes to the web site. I sure have missed it! Stacey W. did my new profile for me since I am such an idiot when it comes to computer stuff! I am so grateful to her for taking the time to do that for me! She has done a wonderful job!
I have so much to update about but I am pressed for time right now so it is going to have to be another time! Thats it for now.......
