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Seems like Jaunary is taking so long to get here but at the same time im not rushing my life away. I probably am going to support group with mom soon to start getting ready for my surgery preps... CANT WAITT!! COME ON GET HERE!!

welp its getting closer to january which means closer to my new life. I cant wait. I been going to all the football games at school and i see all the people who are in good shape and it makes me just want the surgery more. I CANT WAIT! Im looking forward to it. Im hopin to lose quite a bit of weight lol... .... mom is doing better now which is good, she should be heading back to work soon. welp hope all is well... ttyl

well mom was in the hospital for something... idk exactly... i just cant wait till i get to have my surgery!!!!!!!!!!!!

well mom told me i have to wait till I turn 18 before i can get my gbs done. It isnt to long i turn 18...12-27-08. I just hope she really buckles down and gets things flowing to have the surgery done as soon as possible. I really want to get down to 190-200 i weigh 312 right now. Mom said she is gonna help me get the surgery i believe her but lets just hope that she is being honest ...  Idunno what im tellin people when they see the weight start to drop. I only told 2 of my friends that im getting it. Im not telling my girlfriend untill after i have it done so that she dont worry about me. MAN COME ON DEC 27th!!!!