first fill

Jan 19, 2011

well got my first fill today and i was so scaredBut let me just tell u it was not that bad at all and man i was so ready for it i only got 1cc fill and i though that's not going to be enough i was way to hungry and it just did not seem like that would help me but Oh! it has I'm not hungry at all i have to make my self eat .Never though in my life i would not want to eat but i dint and that make my life so much better and i just want to say this was the best decision that i have ever and i want to thank all of my friend for all the supportAnd my start weight was 243 and im down two 217 loving my band

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hey im alive

Dec 12, 2010

Hey girl its been three day out and im doing great !Just a lot of gas but been trying to walk it out and its been helping  So how r u i hope everthing is well with u  thank u for the prayers also i know thats why im doing so well is because god has his hand around me well i guess i better hush i chat with u later 
                                                                  tammy
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God is so good

Dec 01, 2010

Hello t started my journey 9/ 12/2010
                                                                Going thorough all the paper work then making all my doc apt. i sometime would think i dint think i can do this it just to much time consuming   and with my Job its so had to take off I'm self employed having my own daycare it just seem imposable to get the time off to do all of my apt  .So i just about gave up on my happiness and then bang i was taken to the hosp and  come to find out i have sugar high cholesterol and sleep apnea and some other thing that got my attention got so depressed  when i had to started giving myself shots and taking 7 diff kinds of med for diff thing I'm not one to  to take anything so that's when i made my mind up to live or die and of course i choose to live! now i said what was i going  to do about it .?So i started talking to my husband and children and about my decision i have made. they fully agreed with my decision the i said i would talk to my mom wrong move there!Oh boy she gave me a ear full on it was not safe and i would die and on on  So then i told her to hold up that i would walk through it with her and explain ever thing to her the good and the bad so after many long days and nights trying to get her on my side it paid off and now she is my biggest fan besides for my hubby Well now it 4mos in and i have my date set  for Dec 10Th 2010 all i can say is WOW!!! Started my liquid diet last Friday and oh man its been so tough i have cried screamed and  my family said they where going to have to moved out  well i told them that's their choice but they are still here with me every step of they way and i love each and everyone of them well tomorrow i go for my prep class   .well ill hush now god bless and have a great night !Well it two days before my surgery and man I'm getting so nerves i have been having night meres i know its just my nerves going crazy .Been having some issues with decision but i have talk with some of my friend and they say that is normal but still its always there in the back of my mine   ! OK well got to hush for now got to get ready work yuk!
                                DEC 8Th       well two more days and I'm on my way to a new me I'm so exited but Man oh man i have been having some really bad nightmares about it but i know its just where I'm so nervous .and sense i have been on my all liquids i have drop 15 teen pounds and man that makes me want to keep on my journey
DEC 10   Well here its my big day wow u talk about scared im one scared puppy right so pl say a prayer for me today !


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Thank you

Nov 17, 2010

Thank you and  will say a prayer for u to have speedy recovery also keep me posted on how u are doing
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my surgery date is dec 10 and im scared to death

Nov 15, 2010

Hello i got my surgery date set for Dec 10th,!And im not going to lie im scared to death,i have been over weight just about all my life and have been so unhappy with myself  i know this is going to be the best thing for me and im hope to get rid of all the medication that i have been put on in the last 6mos and to be able to walk a mile without thinking im gonna have a heart attack .my weight right now is 240 and my goal is to lose 100 lbs  wow thats a lot to lose but i know with the help from god and the help from my tool i can do it .and im asking for support from the one that have already have had because i know im going to need it when it come  down to giving up my FOOD !!!!
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