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Went to the doctor yesterday and my band slip. So now I'm on a liquid diet and I hate it. I'm so so so hungry a d water is not doing nothing for me. I want these 14 days to go by fast so I can go back and get filled. 

He at work waiting for the Tuesday to go to the doctor to fix this slip that I have. I cant wait to start my journey again. This means so much to me. I am doing research to see why my band is slipping so much but I seem not to find any answers. I refuse to buy myself any clothes that fit because I plan on fitting into my clothes after I loss 200 lbs. OMG this weekend has drag and im sure Monday will to. Please give me the patience to wait until Tuesday. I have even though of going to the ER room just to speed up the process. But I feel that I will just be selfish 

 

Well i have been though HELL and back for the past year and I have had also good things that has happen to be as well.  The negative has been that I have been having quite a few slips due to traveling back and fourth to I did not realize that traveling by plane due to the height it can cause the band to slip along with stress. I finally back and hopefully done with my family issue in Puerto Rico and now I can get back on track with my weight lost. I have gained 90 lbs and it is so depressing and I just don't know what to do with my self. I just got back today and made my appointment for Tuesday and hoeing that there will be a cancelation so i can go sooner. My new name is wanting to be thin.

Hello to all!!!!! I have not logged on in a while due to life issues that I have had. But thank God to the support I have i have been able to overcome some of them.  I have had some ups and downs with the Lapband but I still have no regrets on this choice that I have made.  Its going to be 3 years since I got the lapband and I lost lots of weight, I had a slip, and I gained weight. But its all a learning process and I continue with my journey.

Hello everyone! It's been a while that I have not loged on but I have been going though some things that I needed to take care of but I am back now.

It has been hard these past few weeks for me to loose weight. It's like the first 95m lbs were so easy to loose it was not a problem at all it was a brezze for me.  But when it got to looseing the last 4 pounds that I needed to get to 199 lbs that was the hardest thing for me. It's like I was stuck in this zone of being 204lbs for ever. I got so depressed. I remember when I was at 285 lbs I was there for years I did not go up in weight but I did not go down in weight. It just sucked.  I have been eating all the right food, I have beendoing my daily excercise, and I have been taking my portin and vitamins because I strated toloose my hair.  As I got on the scale this moring I am weighing 199LBS.  Wow I cant belive it.  The last time I was weighing this was when I was 22 years old. I am very pround of my self.  I have came a long way for my weight stuggle but everything in falling in to place for me slowly but surely. This has been a good journey for i have lost a total of 104lbs in 7 months. Thanks for all the support that all of you guys give me.

Hello!! I have not chenked in for a few weeks already due to family issue.  Today is 6 months since I had my WLS and it has been going great.  Dont get me wrong I have my up and down but its more ups than down.  I have lossed a total of 91 lbs and i feel great.  I am goint thought hair loss right now and that has me depressed but I am taking biotin that I got my the doctor and I hope is stop falling off soon. Butt all though this is happening now it is so wroth it.

Hello to everyone. Its been a few days that I have not logged to give an update.  Things have been somewhat unbalance for me these past few days but it has not stop me from keep my goal for weight loss.  On 3/2/10 I Had my 2nd adjustment so now I have in total 9cc in my 12cc band.  I am now at 214lbs wow. I still am in shock.  I would have never seen that weight on my own.  I can also fit in a size 16 in pants that great I use to be a size 28.  Yesterday I was eating and I guess I did not chew my food the right way and I got a pain in my chest that I just did not know what to do with my self.  I though I was going to end up in the ER because I did not know what was going on and finally I thew up and I felt so much better. But I will never do that a again.  BAD FEELING.  I am in the right track I am still doing my hour workout 5 days a week.  On the weekends I do 30 min and it feels weird because I like to do my hour but I need to give my body a rest as well.  And when I don't workout at the time that normally do I feel guilty and I cant wait to do it .  I would have never thought that I would be at the weight that I am at now nor me working out.  I don't re-get having the wls this has been the best thing that has happen to me.

Today it seem like it will be a hard day for me.  I am weighing 230lbs now. It has been life changing for me.  I thank god that he placed my Doctor in my path because there was no way i was going to be able to do this on my own.  This morning I feel ating due to the stress that I have at this point. But I know that I have to be strong and overcome that . I just found out that my grandfather  has the worse type of cancer and he is not going to last that long per the doctors in Puerto Rico.  Which put me in a bind because I am the only one left ( next to kin) so I have to go help him and try to make him happy for the time that he has left.  But then I start to think what about my family and all of my follow up for the lap-band. I just don't know what to do. But I know that i can"t let that overcome me.  I am doing great with the Lap-Band and I dont want to mess that up.  I finally did something for me and I want to keep up the good work.  But also I am learning that everyone should live today as if it was there last day because you never know what can happen for tomorrow.
 

Well I had my surgery on December 15,2009 and boy i don't re-get it at all.  When I started this I was weighing a big 303 back in 9/2009.  The day of my surgery i went to 295. Boy was I surprised. I had my first fill in on 01/27/2010 and was I afraid but it is not as bad as I was thinking, And today  I am weighting 235 wow.  I cant believe it.  I thought I would never see that number again.  I am so proud of my self.  I was never able to do exercise but now i get up every moring and do 30 minutes.  Don't get me wrong it has been a lot of changes but I am doing it.

since October of 2009 I was going though a rough time with my other half and we felt it was best to separate for a while.  I though to myself that there is now way that I was going to go though this by myself or rather say without him.  Until I got that one call from the doctors office. Then I thought to myself Vianca you never do nothing for you always for other people.  So I became Strong and did it of course with my little sister ,mom and step dad by my side.  They all played a big part in my life now, And guess what even though my other half left to his county for a few months he was still very supportive at least over the phone which that is something i did not expect.

This is such a wonderful journey that I am going though right now.  I want to improve my health , get rid of my C-pap and also get rid on depression medication I am on oh wait  AND GET RID OF STOMACH.  I know it will not happen over night but it will I have faith in myself.

Today I had a doctors appointment and I was told that on the 27 of this month I will have my first fill in .  I am a little scared becasue I dont know what to expect.