VeeS
Howdy all. Im from Texas but live in Virginia, glad to finally be here and really want to be a Loser, Im tired of being Cuddly, Jiggly, and Jolly.
In truth Ive been hiding behind my fat sad, and alone and even though i weigh 270 lbs invisible but putting up a front that I'm doing okay, well, I want the veil off, the amour is off and want to walk without my thighs rubbing and gasping for breath, I want to hold my head up high instead of ducking from photos, i want to be a Queen, I want to be albe to go malling with my kids and try on clothes and look in mirrors, and not feel like a cow when i go to resturants especially buffets I look like im grazing I want my kids not to be embarrased to have a "fat" mom, I want to be able to see them graduate, marry and maybe one day hold my grandkids. I've put off too long hiding my belly and butt under loose clothing, making sure i sit in the back so i dont hear rude comments, not going on amusentment park rides for fear of being told I'm too fat.. I am also a survivor of domestic violence which i know now is partly the cause of so much sadness and reasons why I gave up on myself and put my needs last.
Ive always been a giver ,caretaker, always making sure that my family is taken care of , but somehow in the journey I Forgot about ME, well its MY time now.
I welcome all folks to chat or share any insight on what to expect and will cheeer ya'll on. Take care and God Bless.
