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Jan 14, 2007

Jan. 15, 2007   61 years young 2 days ago.   Well, let's see..................I am an Art Teacher in a small community outside Tulsa, Ok.  I live in Tulsa and commutearound 30 minutes each way.  I had my Lapband at age 60.  It was a longer struggle than I thought to get there.  No ins coverage for the band so we were self pay. Well, my sisiter and her husband paid for my surgery.  I refused their help for a year but then when my diabetes started to take a tole, I finally said yes.  I started at 317 pounds about 2 years ago.  I was around 302 in January when I started this adventure again.  Even at self pay, it took 7 months and my PCP's intervention with my surgeon to get me a date.  I wanted to try and get it done during the summer break so I could heal before school started back.  I had 2 weeks before school started to heal, did fine.  Surgery went well.  I lost down to 262 by the surgery date on a low carb diet.  That is what my surgeon suggested.  Since I read that you can only expect to loose around 50 to 70% of your wleight after surgery, I decided to loose as much as I could before surgery.  Good thing, I haven't been good at looseing after.  I think one problem has been a lack of direction for my eating.  My surgeon's weight loss Bible is for both his RNY patients and his lap banders.  I gradually added back items that I had not been eating since last December, 2005, before I went on my low carb diet because the plan told me to.  I went bezerk in Sept when the halloween candy hit the stores and they made me the Freshman sponsor at school.  We had to prepare for a carnival fund raiser around halloween and we give out candy and it is sooooooooooooo stressful.  We didn't make very much money and I ended up doing most of the work because the kids disappeared when it came time to work.  Enough of that, I didn't handle it well.  I have struggled up and down the same 4 pounds it seems all the time.  After reading what everyone else has done I admit I am ashamed of myself.  It has been slow.  I finally broke the 240 and now have langered around 238.  I have read of others struggles on the board so I don't feel so bad.  The only time I am sad is when people ask me how much weight I have lost since the surgery.  I read some words of wisdom from the experienced banders this weekend and see where I may have gone wrong.  I haven't been measuring or watching the fat content of my foods.  I shall try to do better to make my sister's investment be profitable.  It is already in many ways, I have stopped some of my diabetes meds and have given away many clothes, half of my closet.  The band will help me not have to go there again.  I can fit into any seats I want to now and don't have to eye seats without arms in resturants and hygine is a snap now.  I also joined the Curves that is on my way home from work and have been going 4 days a week for two weeks.  I'm in for the long run, just need to help myself down the field and not sabotage my way.  I'll let ya know how I am doing.

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Tulsa, OK
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07/14/2006
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Jun 08, 2006
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