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Well I made it! 100 pounds lost. I'll never regret this decision. It has changed my life.

 So I scrambled 2 eggs this morning and added some cheese. Took around 3 bites..felt I was "stuck" then ... threw it up. I'm not feeling so hot right now. I knew I needed protein so I friend eggs (in water) and they were very soft, added some cheese, and that went down good.  Now I'm finishing a cup of water..and I'm not looking forward to the vitamins I need to take. I just don't feel good. 

 I am tired of this 2 weeks of liquid diet. 3 more days..and I'm in phase 2. I shop tomorrow to get ready for it. I CAN NOT WAIT.

Things I'm getting.
Cottage cheese
refried beans
eggs
spinach
tuna
different kind of beans, black,split pea, navy
canned peas, carrots,
Cheese
low fat yogurt
sour cream. 

Even after these two weeks, I still don't know what it's like to feel full. It's strange. 

That's it for now :) 

 I have hold my belly from the bottom to walk because I feel my stitches will stretch and bust open. They are the kind that will desolve underneath.  What the hell! I'm in pain. 

Water. it's all I'm drinking.. and it's getting boring. People tell me to say away from crystal light, jello, tomato soup. because I complained of my "GAS". I guess tomato soup has high sugar..and can make me "dump"  But.. it says I can eat it on the guide thing they give me.

I hate this! 

 So I'm on the "losers bench" now. But it's not all good. Kind of depressed, and miserable. Here's my video. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1wg5E7D54mc&feature=g-upl&context=G2f5f6e9AUAAAAAAAAAA

 So, I've been using youtube to record my journey. I love the Weight loss Surgery community there.  Your welcome to subscribe and watch it with me. And if your on youtube with your journey as well.. let me know :) 

www.youtube.com/user/WeightlossChristy 

 I stopped my food journal because.. it's just ticking me off and making me feel hopeless. All I see are CARBS everywhere. What the hell? What am I going to do? 

 So, I've been writing in a food log.  And All I see is bread, pasta and rice everywhere  
 I know that those kinds of foods can cause the "dumping syndrome" Which I believe is a blessing in disguise.  But..from all that I've been reading and watching.. it's something I most defiantly don't want to do. I'm scared that it's going to happen to me alot the way I'm going.   

Uggg...

 Last Monday I met with my surgeon and ended up signing my consent form :) It's a big step I think. And I kinda got teary eyed because well...it's really going to happen.  what surprised me the most though is when my surgeon told me that I was 130 pounds overweight for my size ( I'm 4'll ) That just shocked me for some reason. I guess I didn't really take a real good look at myself or was in denial or something.  I think there will be a real drastic change in this body of mine. I'm nervous as hell. But I look forward to it. 

 I have officially started my 6 months supervision :) I have been told I will probably get my surgery either in February or March. I'm nervous...and afraid. But I am inspired to go on.