trying2live4them
My story is so typical, I can't remeber a time in my life that I wasn't big. I was definitely the little chubby kid growing up and the " big girl" as my peers would kindly describe me as I grew older. Then I went through this phase where BIG was in and BIG was better. I loved me then, I loved that I had nergy and a clean bill of health. All of that changed just a couple of years ago, I started avoiding the mirror I stopped whating to where my clothes because all the cute ones didn't fit right I was beginning to HATE me and what I allowed myself to become. I had a family that needed me to play or run around and I was not able to give that to them honestly I let my health defeat me and I couldn't turn back. I hope this new juorney will bring me back to loving me and healthy so I can be the mom I wish I could be.
