Finally serious!
Jan 12, 2011
I haven't been on here in quite some time. That's because I all together put me and my health to the back of the list. They say "Life is what happens when you're busy making plans" and boy is that true. I first tried getting my surgery three years ago. And since then I worked on my career, had multiple deaths in the family, got married, and did some major renovations to both my home and life. All this and I was constantly gaining weight. I ignored all the signs as we all tend to do. The extra pain, the trouble breathing, not being able to do things I was previously able to. I guess I thought I had bigger problems. But what I've learned is that no problem is greater than me not being here. So I'm serious this time. I've change surgeons and I really like this one. I am constantly going to see my nutritionist and it shows I have already lost 20lbs. Very scared but I'm doing it this time. I owe it to myself. And my family. They want me around and God damn it I wanna be around. have so many things I want to do before this life is over. And I plan on doing it in a healthier and sexier body.
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Ugh!!!
May 21, 2008
Okay so I kind of put my surgery on hold in order to improve my career. I got a promotion a couple of months ago and decided that, that needed more attention at the time. So now that I'm ready to get back on track here is yet another stumbling block. My insurance has decided that it now wants its patients to do the six month diet. YOU'VE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!!! After I got over the intial shock I realized its not so bad. It gives me the time I need to shed these excess pounds I've accumilated. (I put back on what I lost put an extra sexy 20!) Nice right!?! I guess the best outcome is that finally after several years my personal doctor is on board with it. I'll get there.
I'll take the same rather gained...
Nov 26, 2007
Last night I had to have a new sleep study done. For those of you who don't know a sleep study is done conducted for sleep apnea, which I've had for the past three years now. I will admit I did not follow my diet over the holiday weekend. (Honestly how could I?) So when I got weighed last night and it turned out that I was the same weight as two weeks prior I decided to accept it and move on. Better that than me gaining in excess of. I figured I probably lost some extra pounds and put them back on this weekend. (Especially after all the pina colodas I had Saturday night.) So today its back to business as usual. I originally said I wanted to have my surgery before the end of the year. But I'm starting to think whats the rush? It will be there. So from now on I'm taking this one pound at a time.
Slow Steps...
Nov 06, 2007
I really need to realize that everyone is indeed different. I think watching my girlfriend go through the process kind of tainted my idea of what would happen for me. So now that its time for me to do my own process I keep coming up disappointed. It all began when I couldn't have the same surgeon as her. And now that I have to lose almost twice as much weight before surgery I am frightened. I am supposed to be down sizing my portions and counting my calories when all I wanna do is eat and fill this great void. I guess thats kind of the reason I'm here now.
