Failure

Nov 27, 2007

I think I've failed.  I had surgery over 2 years ago and haven't lost the weight I needed to.   I don't know what to do or how to fix it.  Well, that's not entirely true.  I do know how to fix it, I still have this increadable tool that will help me if I let it.  I just don't know how to get back into the mindset of going back to the basics of making it work for me.  My surgeon has a WEPN (Water, Exercise, Protein, NO snacking) guideline to follow.  I used to be really good at following that...not so much anymore.   I guess it seemed so easy, it was easily forgotten.  Personal life changing events occurred that made my weight loss take a back seat to what was going on.  I was laid off for about 8 months.  Couldn't afford the food, protein, vitamins that I knew was better for me and that I knew I should have been taking.  Now, I've found a great job and am busy getting my life back together.  Paying overdue bills and setting my priorities straight again.  Hopefully, with that will come a re-dedication to the basics that I've been lacking.  Getting back to the gym, which I used to LOVE, feeling better about myself and taking care of me again.  I guess the loss of my job was a loss of confidence as well.  I just had an a-ha moment.  lol.  Gonna get a little Stuart Smally on you right now....I'm good enough, I'm smart enough...and gosh darnit, people like me!!   I love my job, I love my life and I love myself enough to take the best care of me that I can!  Wish me luck!! 

About Me
Somewhere in, NM
Location
40.5
BMI
RNY
Surgery
08/10/2005
Surgery Date
Apr 24, 2006
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