teejaysanders
I dont know where to really start other then I have always been a little over weight as a child but as I got older, it seem I was getting fatter. I just never thought about how it could effect me or anything else. Until I got married and I looked at myself in a picture of me and notice how big I have gotten over the last few years. Then when I found out that my husband was going over seas because he is in the military. That was it I knew and told myself if he is gonna be gone for so long this is the chance that I myself can get myself back into shape so that when he got home from his tour I would be a new women. He loves me the way I am but I know if i dont do something about my weight now I am gonna be this person who cant do anything for themselves. I have been tormented all my life by someone pointing and laughing or making a rude comment about my size. So I would just go on about my business and act as if it didnt bother me. Of course it did but I didnt want anyone to know that it did. So here I am to this day and I have started the process of the Gastric Bypass. Its a hard road just to get to the final goal but I know in my heart its so gonna be worth it. Because I am going to be half of what I am now and I'm going to be much healthier and I will live a longer and healthy life if I dont do something about it now.