tashibaby
discouraged..
May 01, 2009
It's hard for me to keep faith in things sometimes when I don't know anyone who can relate to me.
I'm not sure now if I'm completely covered for WLS.
I honestly have kinda avoided calling my insurance company because I'm scared to hear bad news.
And since I heard bad news recently, I've been feeling down and discouraged about where my life will end up and can I really find te strength to do this without such a great tool? Tool being the wls? I don't know..
I guess I need to just push myself to bug them monday and hope for the best.
Meanwhile, I feel like I've been eating way more for some reason, just boredom or something because not alot is going on but I'm going to try or do my best to replace that with going on a walk or something. I don't know I don't feel like myself right now because there is so much going on in my mind and heart, I'm not sure what to feel :(
just venting. don't mind meee!
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I'm not sure now if I'm completely covered for WLS.
I honestly have kinda avoided calling my insurance company because I'm scared to hear bad news.
And since I heard bad news recently, I've been feeling down and discouraged about where my life will end up and can I really find te strength to do this without such a great tool? Tool being the wls? I don't know..
I guess I need to just push myself to bug them monday and hope for the best.
Meanwhile, I feel like I've been eating way more for some reason, just boredom or something because not alot is going on but I'm going to try or do my best to replace that with going on a walk or something. I don't know I don't feel like myself right now because there is so much going on in my mind and heart, I'm not sure what to feel :(
just venting. don't mind meee!
