taboolynn
i am mom to 4 beautiful kids. they are 17, 16, 12 and 2. i was always thick but held my weight well. i could wear a bikini and look good even though i weighed 160. after my first child my body was stretched out and instead of going back in place it just kinda filled up with fat. this continued with every child except the 12 year old i actually lost weight with her. when on birth control i continued to gain about 5 pounds a month. i finally ballooned all the way up to 348 lbs. we were eating fast food every other day and i also took on my husbands eating habits. he is a large man and eats gigantic portions of food. it is hard to stay on track with four kids and a hubby who refuse to change their eating habits. they bring in stuff and i want it. i am trying really hard but often find myself disappointed in my efforts. i am scared to death of gaining weight and even tried just not to eat at all( not a good idea). this is a struggle but i am bound and determined to find my way through. UPDATE: It is now 2017. I have not been on here in a very long time. I now have a fifth child. Had him in 2011.
