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Well I have lost 136lbs and I am 10 months out.  new pictures to follow

I am almost 3 months out and I have lost about 75 lbs.  All is good and I feel great. 

For those who care and want to know.          After my surgery I was in alot of pain.  Thought something was wrong.   i found out I ended up getting pancreatitis and went back in the hospital.  That is why the pain was so bad.  I spent a week in the hospital and I am out now doing great.  I have lost 51lbs.  Thank you again.

Okay this is going to sound crazy but things seem to be moving in slow motion now.  I am having really strang dreams and everything around me is moving in slow motion.  How do I know if things are real?  See I sound crazy don't I?  Is this normal?  Am I awake?  

And i feel like crap  i hurt.  had problems with my oxygen staying low and my heart beat staying high when I was in the hospital.   I can now tell that my oxygen stayed low last night  while I was sleeping.  I would wake up gasping or air.  I tried to use my CPAP machine and it didn't really help.   I haven't used in in 5 years so I was unsure were to put the settlings.  I proped myself up last night on some pillows and was finally able to sleep without waking up gasping or air.  

I have been walking couple times today.  I think I am going to go lay down now.  Talk at you soon.

~Jessica~

Well I had mu surgery on Tuesday.  and things have been pretty scary.  My oxygen level is running really low and my heart beat is running really fast like over 160 so i can not be reanto released yet.  But now i have ran into another problem.  My child support did not come in and I have no idea how we are going to get home. we will see.  we will see. 

I feel like poo.  they took me off the PCA (liquid pain meds) and put me on loratab 10s.  They make me sick at my stomach.

I must run.

Day before surgery and I am scared out of my mind. 

Okay I do not know i I can do this.  It is so hard.  OMG  I am hungry all the time.  and I hav not even made it yet to the all protein shakes.  Any suggestions on something to eat to make you seem fuller or something.  

June 15, 2010

OMG I have to pee every 20 min.  It is horrible.  This is my second day on the protein shakes and the smart One meals.  and let me tell you Every 20 mins like clock work I have to pee so bad my eyes are going to pop. 

Wow,   well just found out surgery has been approved after appeal letter.   Consultation on June 9th and surgery set for June 29th this has been a very long journey and am looking forward to the rest of it.