Jill H.

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Saw my wonderful doctor on Thursday and he told me I was doing fabulous.  (I questioned that because I have lost 41 lbs. and I thought I would have lost more.)  I am feeling fabulous and have a lot of energy now.  I just want the rest of the weight to come off my STOMACH!  ha ha ha.  I had 1/2 of a hamburger this week which is a great step forward for protein but I know that the protein shakes will always be a part of my life.  Now when I hit onderland I will be totally excited and
overjoyed!  Right now things are going well except for my foot which is giving me trouble from plantar faciitis and hurts like #$%*!  AH the joys of exercise. 

Well so far I have lost 30 lbs and that is a great thing.  I am having trouble eating any protein though.  I can drink a shake fine...I can eat crackers..not so fine.  I am choosing crackers and shakes rather than real food because it is easier and not painful.  We'll have to see how it goes.  I had no idea it would be this hard in the beginning.  I just hope I can eat 'real' food in the coming months.  I still have a block about my weight and since I am stalled out..same weight for 3 weeks now. I feel that I may never lose again.  Just neurotic I know.  Hard to beat the old me thinking.  Tonight I was frustrated again. Tried chicken and threw it up. It was in soup too so very tender and brothy.  Well at least I can eat cheese.  Weird pouch.

I think my weight problem began at three when my mother taught me my colors by feeding me M&M's if I got the color right.  Her heart was in the right place but I began my sugar addiction.  We always had hot cinnamon buns for breakfast, dessert every night, and Frango mints when we went shopping each week at Frederick & Nelson's.  So began my weight problem.