Angel P.

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GOD I hate my job!  Actually, I hate the new computer system we have.  Its slow and shuts down all the time!  I'm so frustrated today!  I'm fighting every urge I have to eat!  It doesn't help that I'm still sick!  I've been sick now for just about 3-1/2 weeks!  at least its not in my chest like a week ago!  I was finally able to start exercising again after being unable for 2 weeks! I feel lousy!  I'm so frustrated my head hurt!  but at least I get to leave early today and its Friday!  that's two good thing there! 

I didn't feel like running, but I'm proud of myself...I went running anyway!  It was a slow run but I did it anyway.  I felt good afterwards but with school and family and work...I seem to be tired more often.  But that's normal for me when school is in session. 

Today I'm still tired but I'm down one more pound!  I get so frustrated and obsessed with the weight watch!  I loose weight and then it stops for like 4 or 5 days and I get upset that I'm not doing something right or I'm eating the wrong things or eating too much or this or that or something!  I get obsessed! totally!  I've got to try and not do that!  I'm working on it! And I guess I will continue to work on it!

Well, today is a good day...I checked my weight again this morning and I'm down 2 more pounds.  that's 26 pounds total!  its hard to believe.

the eating is getting easier!  I'm able to eat somewhat normally!  I went to a retirement lunch yesterday andwas able to eat without getting sick or feeling sick! so thats big for me!  I feel like my life is going back to normal somewhat!

This is all new to me so I figure I better try and get some support from some where...I had my surgery on 18 Dec 2007.  I was scared but happy at the same time!  

this week has been hard as it was my birthday this week and I wasn't able to celebrate in the usual way!  I'm trying very hard to stay away from the sweets and candies and chips!  But like I said, its been hard!