shea02
2 years post...
Nov 24, 2006
it's been far too long since i have updated my profile but thought today would be a good day to do so since it was 2 years ago today i have my rny!
i am doing really really well. i fluxuate with about 5-7 lbs up and down depending on how good or bad i am and truthfully i haven;'t been going to the gym and NEED to. my weight is anywhere from 145 to 152 and i'm 5'8" so i'm pretty happy with that.
i would ultimately like to be down to 135 which is definitely obtainable but i've pretty much allowed myself to eat what i want and since i don;t work out i don;t gain but am not losing either.
i saw a plastic surgeon for a tummy tuck and breast lify a few months ago. that was a terribly mistake. i walked out of there in tears. i need complete reconstruction on my breasts and it will cost me over 13k out of pocket. not something i am able to do considering i am now a single parent. so back to the wonderbra it is.
i never knew how much that would affect me though. i have the most amazing boyfriend that not only treats me like a princess but truly loves every part of me and i still feel ashamed at my naked body. i hate that.
other than that everything else is normal. it;s funny how when i tell people that i lost over 100lbs they look at me and are like... i never would have guessed..."
can you tell me exactly what the face of fat looks like please? lol
well, i am off to do some christmas decorating and look forward to seeing both my boys the big one and the little one tonight!
have a great holiday season...
i am doing really really well. i fluxuate with about 5-7 lbs up and down depending on how good or bad i am and truthfully i haven;'t been going to the gym and NEED to. my weight is anywhere from 145 to 152 and i'm 5'8" so i'm pretty happy with that.
i would ultimately like to be down to 135 which is definitely obtainable but i've pretty much allowed myself to eat what i want and since i don;t work out i don;t gain but am not losing either.
i saw a plastic surgeon for a tummy tuck and breast lify a few months ago. that was a terribly mistake. i walked out of there in tears. i need complete reconstruction on my breasts and it will cost me over 13k out of pocket. not something i am able to do considering i am now a single parent. so back to the wonderbra it is.
i never knew how much that would affect me though. i have the most amazing boyfriend that not only treats me like a princess but truly loves every part of me and i still feel ashamed at my naked body. i hate that.
other than that everything else is normal. it;s funny how when i tell people that i lost over 100lbs they look at me and are like... i never would have guessed..."
can you tell me exactly what the face of fat looks like please? lol
well, i am off to do some christmas decorating and look forward to seeing both my boys the big one and the little one tonight!
have a great holiday season...
