sgmarsh
My life has always been about my size. From 1st grade when I weighed 106 pounds, everyday was a challenge. I was never critizied by my family. My father always tried what he thought was best in encouraging me to loose weight. These times created feelings of what was wrong with me and that I was never good enough. So thus began my thought pattern. I have lost weight many times and gained weight back every time. I have worked the entire weightloss circuit from weight watchers to a liquid diet. I have to say the eight months on the liquid diet was the most freeing time of my life. There were no food choices to make. It was as if the chains had been broken.
Now I have made a choice to begin on a new journey, the RNY Surgery. This has been after much thought. But as it gets closer, I begin to feel, have I given it enough thought. The butterflies are huge!!!
