sford4
Six Months of Weight Management
Feb 02, 2008
Hello,
Today I started my 6 months required weight management program and I got the most shocking news. I weighed 397lbs. I know - someone is saying, WOW at this point and believe me I felt the same way. I knew I gained weight. I know that I'm plus size but 397 lbs. Now I see why people look at me the way they do. I look like the titanic - literally. Please excuse my bluntness but I must vent. I allowed myself to get to this point. My back hurts frequently, my new consistently ache - mentally, I'm overwhelmed with praying that this entire 6 months go wells but mostly importantly that I lost weight and be in a healthier condition; compared to my current weight. Actually, after finding out I weigh that much. I immediately left the nutrionist and went to the store to get 3 candy bars, Butterfinger, Twix, & Reeses Cup - and I must incorporate the Mountan Dew. --- Again, I know someone is saying WOW - but YES, it's all true.
However, starting tommorrow. I made a choice to PRAY and TRY to follow the plan designed by my nutriionist which includes protein shakes and bars from Optifast. I doing this because I want to LIVE & BE HEALTHIER- I want to be fit and feel great internally and externally. I want to LIVE w/o the chronic pain from my knees and my back. I'm praying to stick with this. I really need help and all of you inspire me to do what some may perceive as impossible. I will to live to be WIFE one day. I will live to be a MOM one day. I will live to watch and enjoy my PARENTS. I will live to enjoy the LIFE.
So, it's time for the journey. I know it will not be easy but it's worth it. I can do all things that Christ Jesus that strengthens me. --- thanks and chat soon.
