sagewitch
Im back and doing good!
Dec 27, 2007
It has been ages since I have been here. After spending 9 out of 11 weeks in the hospital after surgery , being on life support, having two extra surgeries, getting a leak and surviving fatal cepticemia and getting up to 510 in ICU cause of the fluids they needed to pump into me to keep my blood pressure upI feel pretty okay now. I got to ride in a heliocpter, and Ive lost a ton of weight. my bmi is like 40.5...... it is weird being able to live life again.being able to stand up through a entire load of dishes .....Im finally feeling like it might have actually been worth it. 142 pounds even more if we count ICU but that was water. 142 in 5 months...... but went through hell and back.
three weeks
Jun 07, 2007
If I could get any air Id be jumpin up and down.........
but Ill just sit here quietly jiggling to
my self....lol
I have been feeling a little crappy so Im hoping it isnt anything that will hold up the process. my sugars have sucked this week over 300 all week. Im having eye surgery tommorrow to slow up the glaucoma I hope it works this time.
I guess Im a little nervous. Ive been told all the things that could go wrong and I still think no matter the outcome it is worth the risk by far.
Ive been trying to connect with people on here and everyone seems very nice .
Ive been a little concerned with some right sided stomach pain like (liver area ) Ive been having a day or two now. hope it goes away.
but Ill just sit here quietly jiggling to
my self....lol
I have been feeling a little crappy so Im hoping it isnt anything that will hold up the process. my sugars have sucked this week over 300 all week. Im having eye surgery tommorrow to slow up the glaucoma I hope it works this time.
I guess Im a little nervous. Ive been told all the things that could go wrong and I still think no matter the outcome it is worth the risk by far.
Ive been trying to connect with people on here and everyone seems very nice .
Ive been a little concerned with some right sided stomach pain like (liver area ) Ive been having a day or two now. hope it goes away.
SEE a watched pot does eventually boil!!!
May 30, 2007
I have my date , I am .....I cant think of the right word but some where between elated, excited and freaked ! freaked cause I kinda forgot about the out of pocket costs they mentioned in the very begining which is now due in two weeks. soooo Im slapping my whole months income on it and just hoping some how my bills will wait a little longer .... cause I just cant.!
JUNE 29th Oh my god after all these years it is finally ,really happening. I cant wait to loose enough weight so I can lay down in my bed and sleep prone again. Just even a nap laying down will be heaven. NOT HAVING TO RIDE THE DAMN AMIGOS AT THE STORE EVERY TIME I GO... ( hate that)
Being able to walk farther than 80 ft at a time without chest pain
having a lap for my grand kids to sit on instead of a mountain lol
being treated like I have a brain again when Im in public
not having little kids run from me cause Im " too BIGGER"
being able to take a decent shower without help
not giving my self a shot 2-3 times every damn day
I cant wait to go camping with my kids and family and maybe a hike even!
***oh yeah, not having to yell " GET IN MY BELLY "to those little running kids "..... hehehe
yippy yahoo and all that fabulous jazzzzzz!!! Im geeked!
Im gonna make my family starve this month so I can starve forever ... haha ...is that okay?????( aw to hell with em.....JUst Kidding)
Thank you Dr Foote, Im so glad you are the confident experienced nice guy you are . Thank you for listening to me as a person not like an out of control fat person who doesnt know anything about wanting to be healthy .
By the way if anyone has read this and are thinking I might be a little nutty , well I all I have to say is they had to test me first I must have passed cause ....... I HAVE A DATE !!!!!
JUNE 29th Oh my god after all these years it is finally ,really happening. I cant wait to loose enough weight so I can lay down in my bed and sleep prone again. Just even a nap laying down will be heaven. NOT HAVING TO RIDE THE DAMN AMIGOS AT THE STORE EVERY TIME I GO... ( hate that)
Being able to walk farther than 80 ft at a time without chest pain
having a lap for my grand kids to sit on instead of a mountain lol
being treated like I have a brain again when Im in public
not having little kids run from me cause Im " too BIGGER"
being able to take a decent shower without help
not giving my self a shot 2-3 times every damn day
I cant wait to go camping with my kids and family and maybe a hike even!
***oh yeah, not having to yell " GET IN MY BELLY "to those little running kids "..... hehehe
yippy yahoo and all that fabulous jazzzzzz!!! Im geeked!
Im gonna make my family starve this month so I can starve forever ... haha ...is that okay?????( aw to hell with em.....JUst Kidding)
Thank you Dr Foote, Im so glad you are the confident experienced nice guy you are . Thank you for listening to me as a person not like an out of control fat person who doesnt know anything about wanting to be healthy .
By the way if anyone has read this and are thinking I might be a little nutty , well I all I have to say is they had to test me first I must have passed cause ....... I HAVE A DATE !!!!!
