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I have started my journey in september to get my lap band and I am almost there. I am very anxious I have done all my test that I had to do except the upper G I series and that appointment is this thursday coming. SO EXCITED!!! Now Im just waiting for a surgery date and once that happens I will be definitely saying goodbye to the fat girl inside and saying hello to the skinny girl coming. I looked forward to the challenges ahead of me and especially how great I will feel. I've never really been so driven to do something for my self until I decided and told my self If your going to do this you need to really do it not half ass do it. Im really proud of myself because I didnt think I can get through making all the doctors appointments harrassing nurses and doctors about my test and records to send to my surgeons office i NEVER thought I had it in me but I did and now Im close to getting my LAP BAND. Now Im looking forward to WORKING MY LAP BAND TO ITS FULLEST!!!!    

I'm ready for a change, tired of being a big  girl. I have always been a thick girl, but now I'm a really big girl after having two children a 3 year old and a 6 month old.After I turned 20 my weight started to go up and i started to realize that i cant eat the way I used to.After having my daughter i tried to work of the weight but would continuously fail i tried 6 week body makeover and it worked for a while but then i gained back all the weight  when i got off the diet,i then tried  Lucille Roberts but other things were taking over my gym time.I tried the cayenne diet i did so many things and failed failed failed. I'm tired and ready for a change.I especially want to do it because I'm getting married next year in November and i want to look really good in my wedding gown and look amazing in my bathing suit on my honeymoon,not just that but i want to live longer and be here for my children, my dad was really heavy maybe like 400lbs and i lost him due to him having blood clots and i dont want that to be me,obesity runs in my family and i no longer want to be a victim.I just want to live and i think i deserve that everyone should LOVE,LIVE,LIFE. IM GOING FOR THE LAP BAND