reneeflw
I have never been good at talking about myself, and especially about my weight, but I'm going to give this my best shot. Who know's maybe once I get started it will spill out of me.LOL
Growing up I was always the "fat girl", didn't have alot of friend's, and went through with my head down and ashamed of myself. I always worked hard and went out of my way to try and make friend's, but the ones I did make rarely knew what I went through. I have always hid my feeling's well.
The only time I ever managed to lose weight was when I was pregnant. After the birth of my last child I weighted 140 pound's, I Iooked and felt so good. That didn't last long, it seemed like it came back over night.
My weight has gotten so bad I'm unable to do the thing's that I love to do. I'm unable to walk very far with out pain, or able to breath. I hate not being able to keep up with my daughter's or friend's.
The friend's I have now are wonderful. I know they love and support me, and they are there when ever I need them. They could careless how big I get.
My best friend in the world is around the same size as myself, and we are planning to have the lapband surgery together. I can't wait for us to be healthy and active again.
HOW WONDERFUL IT WILL BE TO START OUR NEW LIFE!!!!!!!!!!! 
